Keith Caputo Yesterday is an Eternety lyrics

Today is gonna go my way 'Cause the lord showed me how to play
I'll dance with the insects in the breeze
And suck the sap from all trees
I am sunshine- I am winter's freeze
I am autumns leaves
What is normal and what do you expect from me?
What do you expect from me?
The path I chose I had to follow

The path I chose I had to follow
The path I chose I had to follow
If there's no road, there's no tomorrow
Hold on for as long as you can see

It doesn't matter, nothing matters
For it's only make believe now
Today was gonna go my way

But the Lord laughed and said "no way"
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I am gloomy and I am dismal, stained
I'm coming down on heads with sour pain
I miss my smile, I miss my soulful swing
A fit of weeping lingers inside of me
What is normal and what do you expect from me?
What do you expect from me?
The path I chose I had to follow

The path I chose I had to follow
The path I chose I had to follow
If there's no road, there's no tomorrow
Hold on for as long as you can see

It doesn't matter, nothing matters
For it's only make believe now