Morphine I'm Free Now lyrics

I'm free now to direct a movie, sing a song or write a book about yours truly
How I'm so interesting, I'm so great but I'm really just a fuck-up and it's such a waste
To burn down these walls around me, flexing like a heartbeat, I don't like to speak
Don't talk to me for about a week
I'm sorry it just hurts to explain
There's something going on that makes my guts ache (inside)
I got guilt, I got fever, I got regret
I'm just a panic-stricken waste, I'm such a jerk
I was honest, I swear, the last thing I wanted to do
Honest, I swear, the last thing I wanted to do is ever cause you pain