Absone A Last Kiss Before lyrics

It seems the sun doesn't wanna shine today,
Birds won't sing, everything is grey.
I'm ready to see you one last time,
I can't remember bad memories,
Only the good ones remain.
In this big box I had to choose,
A fixed smile as you're streching in.
Is it a joke? What was your last thought?
Was it a game to defy the death?
Your heart was more frail than a dead leaf.
A last kiss before you are locked up,
You're so cold, colder than this winter.
I hate these substances that helped you to go,
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This smoke you couldn't stop loving, these drinks too.
You should have know death is selfish,
She never cares about your children,
She backstabs you, with no regrets.
Father - Don't leave me alone.
Father - You're too young to die.
Father - Don't leave me alone.
Father - I can't realize !